_{"...And Don't Remember This Place Unless, I Describe All The Things That You Cannot See, And We'll Unravel This Mystery." ~Owl city}

Why does life have to be so damned complicated? How can I disavow something even as I'm falling through it? How can I hope to be caught, when the only wings I see are so many miles away?

I don't really know where my future will take me... I've invested so much of myself into this place, but it still isn't a home to me. I just keep wishing I could step through my door, and into something like home. I let myself get so caught up in all of my internal struggling... to where I lose the ability to think beyond my own four walls. Maybe I should say 6 walls? One for the top, and one for the bottom.

I have to try my best, and believe that if this isn't my path... then I will find the path that is made for me. I also have to have the will and courage to follow whatever path I have been set on. If I have to take the long road home, doesn't it still lead home? I can't turn around half way for fear of getting lost on the way.

So that's it then... Resolve? Resolve. I have to move forward without looking back, without fear. Without regret. Who would have thought I could find so much wisdom in the lives of fictional characters.

~_{Aestriel, The Black Star Bright Within The Darkness.}