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The Black Star Heart
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About Me Member Deviant of Many Talents Travis James Ridley23/Male/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 8 Months
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Riches and WealthHe leaned down kissing her right shoulder gently, his eyes almost completely closed. A dream... it had to be a dream. He could feel the shiver as his lips brushed across her collar bone, though somehow he was so caught up in this moment, it wasn't clear just who had shivered; her, or himself. He opened his amber eyes, moving to gaze into hers intently. A color like nothing he'd seen before, a perfect cloudy blue bordering on grey. He'd fallen into those eyes so many times before, but he'd never woken up so very close to them.   Again he leaned down, pressing his lips gently to her cheek beneath her right eye, closing his eyes and br Riches and Wealth
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HallsThere should be a lesson here, written upon these black walls, but bound as I am to the shadows, which black out all these halls, I cannot begin to find the words.   
Should I consider this as my place? This place where no-one ever sees my face, honestly. For who should care to see it, too much effort too much waste, you see. I cannot begin to write such hurt.   
In my injured state where shadows weep, I am punished, withheld, and this just cuts so deep. It doesn't matter that the blackened halls consume the walls. I cannot begin to write the words which make the pages turn. Halls
by ~Aestriel
The Ever PresentThe figure curled into a ball in the corner clutching his head. The darkness of this place was terrifying to him. A place where all of his failings simply rippled menacingly through his mind. There was fear here... for there had always been that itch to just stop. To stop trying. What that meant was to just surrender to that thing which had dreamt of being released.   
In this darkness, all manners of things could become palatable. The thought of what could be gained if he just surrendered almost allowed him a moments peace, but the self directed fury quickly took hold. HE had been the one punished... The one withheld. The shadows w The Ever Present
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Sighs and SwellsThese words are falling short  and we're just breathing far too fast  I admit that I've been broken  We all know that I'm a mess   
These words stay in my mouth  You can feel my lips to yours  there's something I'm not saying  but it's dripping from our pores   
I'm a roller coaster built to foster  hopeless dreams hope ive not lost her  a carousel built to excel  in hopeful longing as her breath swells.   
 
These thoughts swell in my eyes  And I worry that it's all a lie  We all know I'm broken  but I still shoot for the sky   
These tho Sighs and Swells
by ~Aestriel
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Livelihood in the Looking Glass

Mon Jan 25, 2010, 1:49 AM
  • Mood: Delighted
Take a step through the looking glass and look upon the world of the living!


Life
Where to begin my friends? So tomorrow I have plans to start the college process. I believe the next quarter begins in March, and ideally I will find employment here at the beginning of February, that is, if I don't get lucky enough to find a job before then. My plan, once enrolled in college, is to take courses for a double major in Creative Writing and Psychology.


Commissions
I have been giving some thought to the idea of Literary Commissions to help with my financial situation. I am not sure what the current rates of exchange are, but I am more than willing to work with potential customers on terms and pricing. Just send me an email if interested to Eidolon_False@live.com, and I will get back to you as soon as possible with questions regarding the details. I am open to the possibility of erotic stories if someone requests it.

Anyone wishing to support my cause, I'd appreciate it if you might spread the word.


Access
I am still without a steady method of internet access, but I do receieve emails through my mobile phone. I will be online periodically, and as always I'd love to return to find comments and great measures of how much you all love me.

Live well and with a smile, my lovelies.

The Black Star Heart
~Aestriel

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I am 22 years old and my birthday is December 20th. I am a Sagittarius, though I exhibit a certain balance between Scorpio and Sagittarius. I am always the romantic, though at times I am cute, and others I am charming. I love music of many kinds, although lately I have become particularly fascinated by Techno. I am very intelligent, and I excel at most things I attempt. My favourite form of art is actual singing, though I am a huge fan of 3Dimensional art and other forms of Digital medium. I love to socialize so anyone interested in discussion feel free to stop by.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Chatsworth, Georgia
  • Interests: Music, Writing, Acting, etc.
  • Favourite movie: White Oleander
  • Favourite band or musician: Coheed and Cambria
  • Favourite genre of music: Techno-Rock Hybrids
  • Favourite style of art: Written
  • Operating System: Vista Home Basic (BARELY operating, system.)
  • MP3 player of choice: EnV2
  • Shell of choice: Spiked Shell.
  • Skin of choice: Skin that shivers beneath my touch
  • Favourite game: Halo 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: Xbox 360
  • Favourite cartoon character: GIR
  • Tools of the Trade: Everything.

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Comments


:iconsakujo-kun:
~Sakujo-Kun Sep 2, 2009, 2:28:03 PM
Thanks for the visit!
:iconaestriel:
~Aestriel Sep 2, 2009, 3:48:17 PM
Might have been a Random Deviant visit actually.

--
In the wake of this fire
That once tried to drown me
I cast out my bitterness
And hope that I'm found free.
:iconsakujo-kun:
~Sakujo-Kun Sep 2, 2009, 4:15:00 PM
Lol.. wasn't a trick. You were in my recent visitors... but still thanks anyways :P

And not that it'd matter... you got one from me anyways in my original comment haha ;D
:iconaestriel:
~Aestriel Sep 2, 2009, 4:16:33 PM
Oh I know, I thought it was one of those pageview hunting plans before, but I thought about it and realized the recent visitors picked up random deviants obviously.

--
In the wake of this fire
That once tried to drown me
I cast out my bitterness
And hope that I'm found free.
:iconsakujo-kun:
~Sakujo-Kun Sep 2, 2009, 4:19:08 PM
It picks up people who visit my profile is all xD

I'm no jerk who tricks people into visiting my profile. That'd get me negative attention... something I'm not too fond of :P
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~Aestriel Sep 2, 2009, 3:44:43 PM
Underhanded trick, but you're welcome nevertheless.
(I don't recall visiting if I did previously.)

--
In the wake of this fire
That once tried to drown me
I cast out my bitterness
And hope that I'm found free.
:iconyumie-darkness123:
~yumie-darkness123 Aug 28, 2009, 11:13:13 PM
HEY!this is important so i figured id drop you a comment. im moving accounts and this one will go inactive at the beginning of the new month. now i know your wondering, 'why tell me this?'. well im telling you this because you have been a devoted watcher and friend. add me again here: [link]

love-
eve

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*in the doctors office. a lady is walking out of the room...*
mom: she was talking to herself...
me: i do that some times
mom: i talk to myslf too.... no wait....i dont just talk to my self i answer myself.... i figure its rude not too.
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~Aestriel Aug 31, 2009, 3:17:09 PM
already added you!

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In the wake of this fire
That once tried to drown me
I cast out my bitterness
And hope that I'm found free.
:iconunforgivenlife:
=unforgivenlife Jul 19, 2009, 2:34:53 PM
thanks so much for the :+fav:, it means a lot!! :)

--
Theres no comfort in the truth, Pain is all you'll find-seether

some were meant and some meant well, the difference between us is so hard to tell.-Finger Eleven

Cause I’ve drawn regret, From the truth, Of a thousand lies.-linkin Park
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